29January2012 I'll appreciate ppl that put a smile on my face:)

SRC appreciation dinner--> handball! :D

Reunion dinner:)

My supper when I'm back in malaysia:D

missed the times when I'm still a kid.

My dragon! finally done after like weeks-.-

I was sabo-ed by hy he hacked into my phone! >:|

these photos roughly summerises what happens when I've not been updating here

My 3rd day of work at NYDC wasnt that pleasane 

coz i lost $50 

there's a thief there

common in FnB line i guess

let's just hope that one day u will learnt yr lesson when u get caught:)

yesterday, went to work at movenpick.

got scam-.-

thought it's 10 per hour, end up 8/hr 

but at least not that bad

received quite a few angpows 

and yes..

I ENVY THEM!!!!!!!!!!

envy the life that they are living

envy how fortunate their children are

not really in the materialistic term

but its how much they are loved

they got to do what they really like in life

their family have the ability to let them study whatever they like 

and they dont have to study so hard like what normal students like us do

we study hard but dont get to study what we like just coz our grades arent there

but to them its easy just study overseas

and one thing is that this is another different world that I'm looking at

those that are really fortunate and highly educated

listening to what they are talking about makes me feels different

i can say that its a life that i will never ever get to experience in the whole of my life

unless a miracle happens

which is highly likely impossible

so stop dreaming 

back to reality

still study + school -.-

I'm alone at home now

all my family are in malaysia

think they'll only be back tmr

and sometimes i really felt useless when i cant do ath to help ppl that are always there for me no matter what

hope that u will understand 

i wanna help

its just that i really dk what i can do to make u feel better 

or make things better

but no matter what

my dear brother! 

I'll always be here for u 

if u need someone to talk to 

I'll help u as long as its within my ability

thanks for taking care of me so much

i appreciate it!

I'm also proud to say that I am halfway back to being a good girl.

no late night outings. 

the only and most part that isn't back is studying! :(((

i needa get focus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!