50+ more days before the real exam comes
there's still lots of things for me to catch up
lessons are starting on the last week of march again-.-
i really dont like going to sch
but this time no choice
because it will be the lecturers from overseas coming in
so its impt!
anw have been partying quite alot again
gatherings here and there
but have been trying to study during the weekdays
less working
which means less money to spend:(
friday I'm gg down to ph again-.-
this time with ppl from nydc
next thurs, shopping with the OHS girlsssss
and fri, meeting up with the jc gfs
time is running out v v soooonnnnn
needddaaaaa get my brain working much harder
i know u are good to me
i know u r nice to me
i dont wanna miss such a nice guy like u
but....
many a times, its me,
its me who acted like i dk anything
because I'm still afraid
afraid of stepping into the same nightmare again
i just dont wanna repeat history
i dont want to see myself become that way again
i just dont wanna be unhappy anymore
yes its about trust
lots of trust
but i still cant fully trust everything about love
because in the past,
I've given so much trust that
I got myself hurt in the end
so badly
that till now
i can still remember how it feels like...
<$...forever&always...$> @ 11:53 AM |
0 cmnt/sI didnt turn up for a single paper for prelim
Felt bad about it
Really really need to be more hardworking.
If nt im gonna die in may when exam comes.
Went partying with the lovelies ytd.
Wasnt very fun though.
Drank quite abit
I dropped my new phone:(
I only Realised this morning that i posted something on fb.
I couldnt remember when i did that and why did i do that
Maybe thats just the subconscious part of me.
Hoping for something which i myself doesnt know what it is either.
Whatever it is. I dont wish to know.
Because i just wanna move forward.
:)
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<$...forever&always...$> @ 3:46 PM |
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Prelims are here.
Time to start studying real hard for the upcoming exams.
Enjoyed myself yesterday.
Studied through the night.
And slept thru the day till now
Missed my stats paper-.-
Some part of me just kept stopping me, continuously telling me that i shouldnt.
maybe I still need alot more time.
How much more,
I really dk.
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<$...forever&always...$> @ 2:36 PM |
0 cmnt/sJust wished that the memories with u can just stop haunting me.
Just wanna get over it.
But the flashbacks just came randomly from time to time.
For no reason.
I just want to erase u and everything that has got to do with u away from my memory.
Because everything just make me feels so disgusted.
Being there, it not only serves as a reminder.
But also a phobia of mine
Causing me not wanting to step into it again.
So, dear brain, dear heart,
Please help me...
<$...forever&always...$> @ 2:11 PM |
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been some time since i last blogged
have been busy busy busy!!!
AIRSHOW 2012
tiring!
working every single day!
to the extend that i think I've almost lost track of time
so happy that tmr's my first driving lesson!
convert to private!
coz its cheaper
have been out the past few nights
friday night...
met up with andrea, jackson, wulin for dinner
after that
andrea and me
went timbre@ substation
some funny things happened
shall not describe it here.
after that went back to look for jack
he decided to go down to club resort
i dk why
so we went there in the end
saw the rest there
mini "rasa" gathering-.-
yes i hate that place
disgusting place
but it seems to be guys fav LOL
shall skipped talking about what happened and
what i saw
went off at 530am
started work straight without sleeping
hahahaha..!
saturday night...
went partying at phuture after work!
met desperate guys there-.-
luckily my fren's there
if not really good luck to us.
yeap!
and made new frens:D
went to work without sleeping again!
feels totally likka SUPERGIRL already!!!
haha
monday slept till 4pm lololol
went to give tuition and met andrea for timbre after that
substation again
lolol
after that we find it boring
so we went over to Club NANA
its so much better compared to resort
at least its not a disgusting place
homed after that
skipped work today,
so thats why I'm here!
but anw,
I'm gg out for lunch now haha!
will be back here again when I'm free:)
<$...forever&always...$> @ 1:58 PM |
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I hate it when ppl agree to something without having the intentions to fulfill it. Coz they will be wasting ppl's time.
<$...forever&always...$> @ 12:25 AM |
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Hate this feeling.
It's the worst feeling ever.
The feeling that I detest the most!
<$...forever&always...$> @ 12:26 AM |
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