Take a deep breath and slow it down.

Didn't get to do my SCM
Even though I sign up and really wanted to
Was quite disappointed that no one ran in place for me
If I know u didn't wanna go for the run
Should have passed it to my other friend instead.
Wasted the slot
I really wished that I could be the one running and completing the race.
But thanks to my dear leg
I can't.
Zzz.

Woke up today and head down to Starbucks to study.
Had burger shack for lunch.
Drew some cranes on my msm an paper
Haha. Too bored and needed a break!
Bought some blueberry biscuits.
One that I loved a lot and haven't had it for a looooooooong time.
Did a collage of the Xmas lightings at orchard.
Niceeeee.

Had light dinner and homed.

Saw how the mood changes when I disagree.
Sometimes I really felt like I'm forced to accept everything.
A little bit of disagreements can cause so much unhappiness.
Does one small little thing Determines everything?
I don't know.
I have been giving in, don't know if it is noticed.
I do deserve some respect sometimes when I said no.
Maybe I should have prevent everything.
Slow things down abit.
So that I wouldn't be obliged to give more.
And moving a little step in each time
I will keep the promise I've made to myself.

Another thing is
I still can't forget the past.
Yes and it's December already.
Time flies.
U will be back soon.
Though the chances are really slim
I Really hope I don't see u on the streets of sg.
I won't know how to react.
I've been left here alone.
Crawling out of the deep and scary memories.
Now, with a little help.
Hope to get out of it soon.
Time to move on. Really.

Gotta stop wasting my own time and energy.