Because i havent been here for a long time.
Been to town these two days.
All the Christmas decorations are up.
All those pretty lights and christmas trees made me feel that Christmas is just a few days away.
Wonder how will my christmas this year be like, even though I'm not really looking forward to it yet.
Having a hard time catching up with my school work.
But time flies.
It's already December.
The next thing we may know is 2013 is coming. (if the world doesnt end in dec)
Of coz I'm hoping that the rumors about world ending isn't real.
Lots of things that I wanna do and not yet done.
Planning to visit Aussie next year when I save up enough to
Realized that the last time I updated was exactly one month ago.
In this one month, many things happened.
Shall write down whatever that I can remember.
Firstly.
I finally managed to quit my job.
Like after so many tries.
Secondly, I managed to passed my TP!
Finally got my license
Something that I really hope to quickly get over and done with.
Main reason is No more expensive driving lessons:D
Which means lesser work
More time for myself and studies.
Didn't expect myself to pass.
And of coz thanks to the help of my cute driving instructor all these while.
Thirdly, school fees settled.
Big burden off my mind!
These 3 things are the greatest obstacles this yr.
Glad that I made it through.
Thanks for all my friends that stand by me all these while.
Giving me all the help that I needed.
Yes my flow of thoughts is very disorganized.
That explains why I'm jumping from here to there and to everywhere in this post.
Yes, and Barclays is over.
Had a great time working with the service leaders.
Joined dodgeball and city venture.
Next up, challenge shield.
And I really hope no more events after this.
I'm hoping that my leg injury can heal quicklyyyy.
Wanna get back my fitness in jc and continue to be slim and fit.
Get back to some proper training.
Gave up my stand chart slot.
Even though I really don't want to.
But thanks to my leg, I've got no choice. :(
Thinking of half marathon for sundown next yr.
Done with all the major events that happened in this month.
Tried to study just now.
But failed.
Super restless
And my dear eyes aren't helping.
Now to more serious thoughts and more personal stuff mine.
Just some personal thoughts here about what i have seen.
No reference to anyone in particular.
It's funny how some ppl can be so Teo sided.
Now they are here bitching about each other.
So badly.
As though they hate them to the core
The next moment u see them Tgt as though they are BFF.
Yes the older we grow things get more and more complicated.
Sometimes I just wish that i will never grow up
Some ppl are friends with u for a reason or another.
We just have to be careful of who we trust.
And recently things didn't go v smoothly for me at home.
Shall not elaborate here on what happened
My closer friends should know.
Sometimes I myself get so lost in whatever that is happening to me
I really dk what I want sometimes.
I don't wanna be forced
And don't wanna feel obliged.
I don't know what I really feel
I don't know what I should do either.
I still need time.
More time to figure out myself.
Mixed feelings i don't know how to elaborate exactly how I feel.
Dk how to best describe it.
I don't seem to know anything.
So useless and helpless...
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