Friday, September 30, 2011

30September2011
dont wish to continue living in the past

there's something wrong with my laptop:(
always giving me problems
so couldnt type in chinese.

just back from sch not long ago.
I'm very tired!
just finished doing up the minutes for today's meeting.
there's sch tmr morning.
i really wished that i could forget everything about u
like what u said take it as i've woke up from a beautiful dream
let u and me both keep only the wonderful memories of us
take it that u have nv exist in real life
but everytime when i heard that song that particular song
it would remind me of the pain that u had given me
i would start to feel afraid
afraid of being hurt again
i felt so lonely at times
sometimes all of a sudden i just felt that sudden sadness in me
which i couldnt describe
even halfway thru joking with my frens
i dk why
i really wish that feeling would just go away
the thing is i dont have any feelings for u anymore
not even a lil' bit
but still the amt of hurt u have given me
made it so unforgettable
its just too torturing for me
any idea how could i escape from this?
i just wish that i could lose this part of my memory...
forever...

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