Unspoken Words

Decided to start blogging again, cause I feel the need to. The only place where I can express my feelings and never feel rejected.

Its been like less than 3 months ever since i started working in OHS. Many things happened. So much that I myself also feel so lost. Indeed i enjoyed working at OHS. Because of the people I met there, let me feel that I've never had friends like that before, willing to be there whenever I need them. Even though at first I felt like I'm from a totally different world from them, but i prefer lives like theirs, live a day as it is, as long as I'm happy, nothing matters. I'll never forget this part of my life where work occupies most of my time, hanging out with friends till late night. If I've the choice, I want time to stop, stop at this particular time of my life.


To Fuji:

I've never ever thought of treating u as a substitute of JH. Like what u said, u treat me as a sister of yours, and i treat u as my brother. I dont know why u get that idea that I'm treating u that way. I know u dont feel like talking to me now. But i just want u to know that, I told u everything that is coz i trust u as a close fren. U were always there for me when Im sad. I'll never forget a friend like you. Just hope that u dont be angry with me anymore. I dont like you shouting at me. I prefer the way u used to talk to me, hanging out together...



我心里还有很多说不出的话。