nostalgia...

these two nights

guess theres something wrong with my brain

scenes of the past kept replaying in my mind

kept thinking about everything that have happened before

hate it

because i dont wanna remember ath about the past anymore

moving forward

active brain at night time sucks

unable to sleep well at night

cant sleep till its early in the morning

ended up not being able to study well in the day

this is bad

really bad

2 weeks left!

had a really awful nightmare ytd

sucks ttm!

am super tired now.

sometimes i look thru ppl's fb

admire people's life

wanted to live like how they do

but i will nv have the chance to:(

just wish that the rich arent so rich

dont wanna be so poor

no one believes when i said i am-.-

hate having to work so much and schooling at the same time

tiring much

nv understand how the richer ppl can spent their money like its free

when im here trying to survive so badly:(

argh!

unless miracle happens 

otherwise is should stop dreaming 

and continue this hectic life T.T