8 March 2012

50+ more days before the real exam comes
there's still lots of things for me to catch up
lessons are starting on the last week of march again-.-
i really dont like going to sch
but this time no choice
because it will be the lecturers from overseas coming in
so its impt!

anw have been partying quite alot again
gatherings here and there
but have been trying to study during the weekdays
less working
which means less money to spend:(
friday I'm gg down to ph again-.-
this time with ppl from nydc
next thurs, shopping with the OHS girlsssss
and fri, meeting up with the jc gfs
time is running out v v soooonnnnn
needddaaaaa get my brain working much harder

i know u are good to me

i know u r nice to me
i dont wanna miss such a nice guy like u
but....

many a times, its me,

its me who acted like i dk anything

because I'm still afraid

afraid of stepping into the same nightmare again

i just dont wanna repeat history

i dont want to see myself become that way again

i just dont wanna be unhappy anymore

yes its about trust

lots of trust

but i still cant fully trust everything about love

because in the past, 

I've given so much trust that 

I got myself hurt in the end

so badly

that till now

i can still remember how it feels like...