Thursday, March 22, 2012

22March2012
what should i do?


Life have been nice to me so far..
short of cash nowwwww
coz i have stopped working so much since exams are approaching..
tango-ing with my god bro now.
lots of things running through my mind..
i dk where should I start writing from
but ya i just write whatever that comes to my mind now.
im looking forward to seeing u tmr.
coz i might nv know it may just be the last meet up before u fly off..
u wanna know the reason why i cried
i find it really hard to say.
its the pain that i felt inside
i havent felt that way for a very very long time...


U nv know how much a simple msg can brighten up someones day,
nv know how much a small little msg can make lots of difference
everytime i see yr msg coming in early in the morning
i'll be smiling to my phone
yr wake up calls for me
i wanna hear them again..
i guessed I'm gonna miss u so much when u fly
8 months.. isnt very long isnt very short
lots of things can happen
9months down the road
when we see each other again,
will things still be the same?
i cant do this alone
i cant keep it going alone
i need u
need your help too
i really dont wish things between us to just end here
its not easy for either u or me
hope we can stay connected thru whatever that we have
stay close, as much as how we were like now in sg
i dont want things to change
i really dont
but as much as i dont want
i cant do anything to stop it
i could only try my best to keep u
can be really exhausting at times
there are times when i really just felt like giving up
but its hard
really difficult
i know i cant do it
thats why I'm still holding on
so tightly
time can pass very fast if we keep ourselves busy
at least
at this very moment
i know
at least u still care for me
yes, during this 8 months 
many many things can happen..
what i can do now is just to hope for the best
enjoy whatever time we have left now.
whatever after that  
we shall see when u r back

dont know if u will be reading this but
what i can say is.
i really dont wish to lose u
I'm gonna miss u so so so badly :(


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