had new year countdown @ the siloso beach party:D
working @ the same time
been playing the whole night
only doing serious work for a few hours.
started work at 7pm, all the way till 1pm!
super slack day at work haha!
really enjoyed playing with all the drinks,
splashing at one another
yes, and our white shirts became pink!
coz of all the redbull, cranberry juice, beer, coke, and whatever drinks that km used-.-
went for delifrance breakfast with Andrea after beach party and before working for breakfast
after work went out all the way till night time
super shag after that.
didnt managed to sleep long enough to recover den went out to meet my brother and frens for cycling at ubin!
2nd January 2012
Woke up early to meet my bro and his frens at Tamar merah mrt
I'm the last to reach. :/
Took bus to the ferry terminal
Went to ubin and started cycling
The up and down slopes there are fun.
Enjoyed myself. :)
Second time up at the viewing tower
Isn't as scary as the first time:D
Wanted to have coconut but dk why I always dont have no coconut luck-.-
Coconut is sold out! D:
So we decided to have our dinner At changi village.
Bought coconut drink with coconut flesh as a sub for the REAL coconut.
Finally I get to eat stingray after craving for it for so long.
After that went to bro's house to slack use com before having my second round of dinner and den heading home.
I'm not looking forward to the day when no have to leave sg to study in Aussie. :,(
3rdJanuary2012
Someone I didn't expect to talk to MSG me on the new year. So we ended up arguing about the past. U talked to me about what's hurt, scars , wounds or whatever crap. I'm not interested. Coz if u really understand what all these things mean, u wouldn't have done what u did. No point saying sorry for things that you've done about one year back. What's the point seriously. U r the one thy came an talk to me first. Showing me attitude when u have gt no idea way really happen that night. I dk why we r still talking about hat happened in the past. Everything is held back for so long. That's lots of things that I wanted to know, many questions that I don't have an answer to. yes I got most the answers either from u or from what i saw, what I heard. I appreciate that. But u din have to say it in such a way that u are answering me coz u want me to get over the past. Let me make things clear now. Once and for all, please leave. Leave my life once and for all. I don't wanna see u ever again, I don't wanna hear from u ever again. I wished that u had never ever exist in my life. I don't need you here to remind me of everything. Maybe I'll be happier. Everything that happened is the past. I don't wished to talked about it anymore. And please stop yr goodbye thing I really hate that. As if I want to talk to u that much. Yes, it used to be "I can't live without u" in the past. But now, things are different. It's no longer that so please stop thinking and speaking as though things are still that way. U can be the guy with the thickest skin that I've ever seen. U said I forced u to think of who u really like. That's nt my fault. I'm glad to did what I've done. If nt, I'll still be stupid enough to be with someone that love someone else and my me. It was a mistake. The greatest mistake I've ever made to be with u. A mistake that I would never forget, a mistake that bring me one of my greatest regrets. If only I could turn back time. Things would be different. I hate it's when u speak in such a way that I only have u in my life. U used this as an excuse for not letting me go when I wanted to leave. If that's what u really meant u wouldnt ask asked me all those rubbish when I wanted to leave. What ever that happened between u and the girls is not my problem anymore. As long as they stop coming to disturb me, i wont give them any problem. Stop acting like u know everything. I swear i wont drop even a single drop of tear for u anymore. Leave me for good, please.
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